Monday, July 21, 2008
SORRY...
Monday, June 23, 2008
"EPITOME"
January 5, 2005...
KEVIN: Musta ang paglilipat mo nang mga things mo?
GEM : Ok lang. Medyo pagod. Hirap pa lang maglayas.
KEVIN: Ewan ko ba naman sayo. Konting tampuhan niyo ng ate mo, alsa- balutan ka kaagad.
GEM : Wag mo na nga po ako sermunan. Nagiisa na nga lang ako d2 eh.
KEVIN: Hmmmm...ok.Magbihis ka bilis. May pupuntahan tayo.
GEM : Oh, saan mo na naman ako dadalhin? May nadiscover k na naman?
KEVIN: Hehehe...Oo. Dadalhin kita sa langit this time. Sige na bilisan mo na.
GEM : Saan ba tyo pupunta?
KEVIN: Sa Malate.
GEM : Loko-loko ka din noh? Taga Malate kaya ako. Dito lang pala, bakit pa ako magbibihis.
KEVIN: Ah basta. Kita tayo sa Mcdo Quirino after 30 minutes. 'Wag ka na maligo. Doon na tayo maliligo. Magdala ka ng I.D. ok? Wag mo kakalimutan.
GEM : Huh? Huy saan ba tayo pupunta talaga?
KEVIN: Punta k na sa Mcdo, malapit na ako. Bye.
Three years had passed since una kong napuntahan ang place na yun. Kevin just told me to follow, no questions asked. He entered in a small entrance. I'm not sure if I'm going to follow him, 'coz i dont know what's inside that place. Nakatayo lang ako sa labas, staring at the signage located above the entrance. It's like a big letter "e", like the logo of "internet explorer". Kevin called my name.
"Mga tol, si Aries. Tropa ko. Papamember siya." I thought I heard Kevin wrong. He's talking to the staffs at the counter, introducing me to them. "Bakit iba ang name na ginamit mo sa pagpapakilala sa akin?", I asked him. "Ok lng yan, kasi dapat dito, may nick ka. Alam mo na." sagot niya.Hindi na lang ako nagsalita.Alfie (staff) gave me 2 keys. I dont know kung para saan yon basta tinanggap ko na lang. It seems Kevin knows every inch of the place kaya sumunod na lang ako sa kanya.
"Nasaan pala tayo ngyon?"
"Ah sori, ito nga pala ang "EPITOME". Isang itong bathhouse. Dito sa taas ang showroom. Mamaya may show. Magugulat ka. Siguro first time mo." said Kevin, grinning. "Sa baba tayo. Bihis muna."
"Anong show?"
Ngumiti lang siya.
He led me to a locker room. One staff there gave us two pairs of slippers and 2 towels.
"Ano ang gagawin ko dito?" I asked Kevin. "Yan ang isusuot mo sa baba. Tsinelas at towel lang. Bawal ang nakadamit sa baba." sabi niya, habang nagtatanggal ng damit at inilalagay sa locker. Ginawa ko na lang din ang ginawa niya.
We entered in one door. That door is leading in a stair going down. Pero bago ka makababa ay may madadaanan munang isang maliit na room na curtain lng ang ang tabing. Madilim sa loob. The only light visible is the flashing light coming from the inside.
"Sumilip ka sa loob." Kevin told me.
There's a television in the middle of the room showing a triple X movie.
We went downstairs. All people were only wearing a towel. Ang lalagkit tumingin. Kevin knows some and introduce me to them.
"Ang bata niyang kasama mo ah." one of them said.
Nangiti lang ako. After that, tumambay kami ni Kevin sa winebar. I met Jepoy there. He's one of the staffs. Mabait at makulit na tao. After 2 bottles of red horse, Kevin said it is time to go upstairs. Magstart n daw ang show.
..........
I'm in the middle of a cheering crowd, looking at this very goodlooking guy. He's face is very angelic, seems innocent. He's age is around 23. Moreno, sexy, long torso, too good to be true. I want to approach him. I want to talk to him and tell him how much I like him. But the problem is....
....the problem is, HE IS IN THE STAGE, SURROUNDED BY FIVE OTHER MEN, DOING THE "SHOW", NAKED.
..........
"Tol, gusto mo magjoin sa amin?" one of them asked.
I want to ask what they are going to do, but I simply said, "I can't pare. Hinihintay ko yung kasama ko."
I saw them entered in the cubicle nearest to me. There's a window beside that cubicle. The devil of me thought of something green. I climbed that window and took a peek at the top of the cubicle. There they are doing "something", both naked.
I went to the winebar and ordered another bottle of beer.
"May kasama ka tol?" a 5'8" tall guy asked.
"Yup, kaso nawawala." I replied
"Parang ngyon lang kita nakita dito."
"First time ko kasi dito tol. Isinama lang ako nung friend ko."
"Ah, gusto mo igala kita?"
"Sure." I go with him. I saw a grin in Jepoy's face.
We explored the place. I wonder if neighbors around knows that such place exist in their vicinity.
"Tol, gusto mo pumasok tayo sa cubicle?" he asked once again.
I looked at him. I said..... "YES".
...................................
Last night I watched the movie SIKIL. Nagulat ako dahil ang setting ng ilang parts ng movie ay ginawa sa EPITOME, same stairs, same garden, same jacuzzi, same gym, same winebars. While watching, all the memories flashbacked. Dahil sa pelikulang ito, bumalik sa akin ang lahat. One of the things na sobrang namimiss ko ay pumunta sa bathhouse na iyon. Many things happened to me in that place. I even find past loves in that haven.
There's a certain point of my life that EPITOME has become the realm of my bliss. The highlights of it are the memories of GLEN and CHRISTIAN (long story, hehehe). I found out that the staffs working there are actually my neighbors in my new apartment that time, good thing they're not the kind of people who's into gossip even they are "straight". I met many people in "E". Everytime I'm feeling sad, "E" is the answer. I go there not just because to experience "something" or to find "someone"....actually, I don't know why, maybe because...I only want to find happiness.
PAGUWI KO BABALIK AKO SA EPITOME...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
"SIKIL"
"Isang pelikulang walang kakwenta kwenta. Isang pelikulang walang kaisto-istorya. Napakagulo ng cinematography. Kulang sa acting at nauubusan ng linya ang mga gumanap. Pangkaraniwan, napakabagal ng daloy at napakababaw ng istorya.
......pero isa ito sa mga pelikulang inabangan ko. Isa ito sa mga paborito ko. Ito ang kaisa-isang Indie film na tinutukan at tinapos ko. Dahil ito lang ang pelikula na nakapagpabalik sa akin ng lahat....."

Tamang panahon...
Tamang pagkakataon...
Maling pagkatao...
Three friends... two men and a woman...
A lasting friendship...
A bizarre love triangle...
A story about three friends who grew-up in a small town in a small town south of Manila
Friends who shared the same dreams...
the same visions
the same pains... the same passion... the same love...
A friendship that was almost perfect except for the choices the had to make. The very same choices that would rip their friendship apart.
A very interesting captions, right? Upon reading these, I thought SIKIL will be like some other "porno" movies. Yup, it is. But i saw a "heart" in the movie. The reality can be seen in every twist of the camera. The acting of Sylvia Sanches as a loving mother captured me. The innocent face and very manly voice of "Enzo" is very intruiging (is he one of us, hehehe?). "Andong" is so sexy (i like his height).
A perfect ending....
Monday, June 16, 2008
Dreamhouse ni ABU!

I received one email this morning from ABU bOINK, a good, artistic friend of mine (right pic, u can click the post title to view his friendster account). He sends me some photos showing his favorite dreamhouse designs. Goodluck bro. Hehehe. Pwede mo na akong gawing "boy" kapag meron k na nito.




I surfed the internet so that I can give you more infos on how to make your house "elegant?". hehehe. I found cool articles and I posted some of it. It might interest you.

Did you know that with just a touch of color, you can perform visual miracles? Small spaces can be expanded, large spaces can be made more intimate, ceilings can be made to look higher or lower, and imperfections can be hidden in plain sight! All you need is to pick up a paintbrush—and follow these simple guidelines.
Tip: Use a semi-gloss sheen to visually expand a small kitchen or bathroom. Use a softer sheen, such as satin or eggshell, in bedrooms (these are especially great for kid's rooms) and living areas to offer a more subtle finish.Making large spaces look smaller Deep, dark colors appear to visually advance (move towards you) so they're the choice if you need to reduce the sense of space in one, several or all directions.Warm colors such as reds, oranges, and yellows also appear to advance, making large spaces painted in these types of hues appear more warm and cozy.Soft, non-reflective colors also diminish the sense of space, so choose matte sheens for the walls of an over-large room.

Tip: Use deep, warm colors to make a large, lifeless dining area seem more intimate. Warm colors not only make large rooms appear cozier, but also can help to stimulate the appetite!
Patterns are a wild card
Patterns with a strong directional feel (stripes, for example) can also help to visually expand your space.Vertical stripes tend to make rooms seem taller, while horizontal stripes make rooms appear longer. On the other hand, small dense patterns (especially in dark colors) can make a room feel smaller.
USING DETAILS TO FOOL THE EYES
Trim, molding and even furniture placed at various heights can affect our perceptions of space.
Maximum space s-t-r-e-t-c-h-i-n-g. Furniture kept at the same height level can help make rooms appear more spacious.
Tip: Add a few simple level breakers to avoid decorative boredom, such as a tall plant, some wall art, or an attractive floor light.
The same palette trick. To make a small apartment or home seem larger, use the same palette of colors throughout, but vary how you use them. Tip: If using two different colors for your walls and trim, try repeating the colors in the connecting room, but use the trim color on the walls, and the wall color on the trim.
Corridor clipper. Do you have a long, boring corridor that seems never-ending? Paint the far wall in a deep, warm color and it will magically appear to shorten. Tip: To give a corridor a more spacious look, paint it with light, cool colors. To make it look even longer, mount a tall mirror at the end, making the space appear to go on forever.
Lowering ceilings painlessly. To lower a high ceiling, paint it a darker color than the walls. This generally works even if the color difference between the two is fairly minimal.
Tip: Try adding a chair rail at waist level around the perimeter of the room, and paint both the rail and the wall below it a darker shade than the wall above. Or, you can add a picture rail about 18" or so below the ceiling and paint the rail in a darker shade to lead the eye down.
Raising the roof. Got a ceiling that's too low for comfort? Paint it a shade or two lighter than the walls.
Tip: Install crown molding around the perimeter of the ceiling, and paint it in a darker color than the ceiling. It will help to draw the eye upwards.
Hiding things you don't like
Dark colors are great for disguising things you want to hide—for example, clusters of pipes or metalwork, ducts, vents, and doors or windows that are off-center, asymmetric, or just plain ugly.
Painting everything in the area in the same deep shade can help to camouflage unattractive features, making everything appear to blend together.
Make Architectural Features "Pop". Do you have an interesting archway, column, or molding work you would like to highlight? Try painting it in a color that contrasts with the walls, and it will suddenly leap into focus.
Tip: For a contemporary industrial look, try painting pipes, metalwork and ducts with contrasting paint colors, and make them look like sculptural art objects! Look around—you'll see that this is a technique used in many former warehouse spaces that are now trendy shops and restaurants.
Amazing, really—there are so many things that you can do with just a touch of color.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
PINKY!



the LOVE OF SIAM...

"...AS LONG AS YOU LOVE, YOU WILL STILL HAVE HOPE..."
"What am I, what am I, everyone is upset with me because I don't know what I am..."
"I can't be with you as your boyfriend...BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONT LOVE YOU"..."
- LOVE OF SIAM
Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy’s older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other.

LOVE OF SIAM IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIE. Reminds me of my childhood, the very first time i fell in love (smiling). I don't know whose character I love most. Mew is superb and very talented. Tong is very cute and very.... CUTE, hehehe! I like both of them. I'm very much in love with the theme song "Gun Lae Gun" (You and Me). I memorized the song even I dont know what it means. Hehehe. Glad I found the translation not long after that. Cause my roommate thinks I'm crazy, talking in different language.
GUN LAE GUN
GUN LAE GUN LYRICS in Two Languages
THAI LYRICS:
taa bok waa pleng nee dtaeng hai ter ter ja cheua mai
man aat mai pror mai seung mai suay ngaam meuan pleng tua bpai
yaak hai roo waa pleng rak taa mai rak gor kian mai daai
dtae gap ter kon dee roo mai chan kian yaang ngaai ... daai
ter kong koie dai-yin pleng rak maa nap roi pan
man aat ja dohn jai
dtae gor mee kwaam maai meuan-meuan gan dtae taa ter fang pleng nee
pleng tee kian peua ter tao nan
peua ter kao jai kwaam maai laew jai ja daai mee gan lae gan
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee kwaam jing yoo nai kwaam rak dtang maak maai
lae tee paan maa chan chai way-laa peua haa kwaam maai
dtae mai naan gor perng roo meua took krang tee mee ter glai
waa taa chee-wit keu tam nong ter gor bpen dang kam rong tee pror lae seung jap jai
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan
dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee taang dern hai rao dern kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
mee taang dern hai rao dern ruam kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
ENGLISH TRANSLATION:
If I said that this song is made for you, would you believe it?
It's probably not melodious, not affectionate, not beautiful like other songs.
I want you to know that if there's no love, you can't write a love song.
But for you, my dear, do you know? I wrote it easily.
You've probably heard hundreds and thousands of love songs
that's probably impressive
but with a similar meaning altogether, but if you listen to this song,
a song that's written simply for you.
For you to understand the meaning of it, our hearts will then have a connection.
Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There is a lot of facts found in love,
and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning.
But soon, I'd just know it, whenever you are near me,
That if life's a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart.
Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.
There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.

...funny bits

Friday, June 13, 2008
BUHAY SAUDI...

Thanks to ACEMAN of pic-link for his good observations.


SUPERMAN is my bestfriend...


Thursday, June 12, 2008
Totoong may DIYOS...
INTERESTING CONVERSATION
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the ProblemScience has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD toHeal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes..
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student does not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don'tthey?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify andObserve the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt yourGOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD forthat matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir.. There isn't.
( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat,Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence ofHeat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just theAbsence of it.( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness,Professor? Is there such a thing asDarkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something...You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light,Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothingand its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make DarknessDarker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, aGood GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as somethingfinite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has neverseen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to beignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absenceof it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Studentsthat they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,yes, of course, I do. Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize wherethe Argument is going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution atwork and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - GoingEndeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?( The Class is in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen theProfessor's Brain? ( The Class breaks out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor'sBrain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical,Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust yourLectures, sir?
(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his faceunfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son. Student : That is it sir . . . The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.
NB: I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so . . .You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . .won't you?Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.It turned out later that the student is Albert Einstein.
At last!!!


